Hi my name is Bonnie, and I have a permanent disability due to a injury at work 10/19/2006. This disability has prevented me from driving, and going a long distance alone. Due to the memory loss, I have to write everything, and I mean everything down, or I will forget. This injury has impaired my speech, and vision to a certain degree. I have severe head pains, I get dizzy, I don't pass out but I fall, and the bad thing about is, I don't know when any of this is going to happen. The Neuropsychological Evaluation states that I am in the mild retardation stage, so with those results, my Neurologist ordered a EEG, which showed that I have slow brain waves on the right side. The medication that I have to take for the rest of my life, I won't even dare start to name, because it is a bit much. I don't take the medication the way that I'm suppose to, because I can't function properly. My hands get extremely shaky. But as long as I focus only on one thing at a time I do ok. So with all of that being said, I have to start a home base business which I have already found, but I am still being taught the business by a person who is already in the business and doing well. They were willing to teach me at no charge, because I have no money, and no income. Pension gone, and Settlement gone. No health insurance why because 1. I have pre-existing conditions, and 2, no money to pay for the insurance if I had it. Bills behind, and Social Security Disability denied. So I have to appeal that, and reapply. I have no money at this time for anything. I know my business would be a success, but I have no funds. I need a grant, loan, or something. I don't want to lose everything that I worked so hard for in those 23 years. If there is a god, and I know that it is please here my prayer.
